Am I dead?

So feels to be dead?

I feel dirty, rotten.
To him, everything seems wrong to me. Although all do it for your benefit.
I wish I could escape my skin.
Free my soul.


Just ... escape.

Asking forgiveness after the error, it is not the best solution.
It's just a patch to a very deep wound.
Opens again and again.

Again and again ...





This hurts....